Tell Me What Is Love??

Lets say you know everything in life huh??Tell me,what does love means to you??Something very sweet with lots of hugs and kisses or is it something that cause you pain and stress?You know,I used to advise people on the "love" kinda thing but when this really happens to me im a real loser at it. 'Leave that freak for all he did cause you pain',was what came out everytime my friends fail in a relationship. When i look back at myself now i will tell myself that im talking bullshit all this while.It's very hard for us to be cruel when we are drawn into this pathetic feeling of love. I fell in love with this guy-which im not suppose to,and i really thought i can get over him in no time but 'NOO'. This feeling just gets deeper and deeper.Clindging on to something where you don't know when its gona hurt you another time again is so challenging yet so stupid. Yet,what can you do since you love that jackass so much?ahahahahha...funny!

The realistic side of me tells me to leave this guy once and for all but i gotta be honest with you, i can't. Im just not ready to give up that easily. My f@#$king ego! This will be the last chance im giving myself to try an d make this relationship work. If it does'nt then 'hastala vista' babe. Not easy for me yet not that hard. I believe that you need to sacrifice in order to get what you want.

To my dear friends,you know the exact story,im doing this is because i wana try one last time. If you guys happen to read this i hope you guys ubderstand. Im a stubborn person, like all of you, but i know what im up to. Not that easy to find someone you really have this feelings to and if i really fail, i wont cry again.I will always love you guys!

Confuse!!Cannot fathom!!!

I am so confuse by what is happening now. Yes,i know i should be forgetting what has already happened but could I?? This is the second time. To be very honest i don't know what i should do. How should i react towards you?? Really, now im asking myself whether or not to avoid you for a while.

Thats what i will ask when you told me the other day. I know its uncontrollable but please, we are only friends and thats the way it should be. Cherish the one that you have now!! Although i still cnt entirely remember C, i still dont want to give up. Its not easy for me to find someone that i really like. You may think that im stupid but that is just me.I believe in 1 thing,sacrifice is needed when you really love some1. Maybe i will find another person in the next few years but untill then i still need time to get over what has happened. Nothing in this world is perfect.