Feelings

Feelings! Nothing more than feelings. It crashes you down without even realizing why. We went out for a movie yesterday all happy and excited. One thing that bothers me most is that the guy who came out from her house when i waited her infront. Who is that guy and what does he intend to do to her? This feeling, is insane and most of all on that very second, i felt so saddened and angry. Jealousy it is! Deniz is farking jealous!! That rarely happens to me. I thought i said i don't want to burden her just because i like her. Didn't want her to be the joke of the day because i ain't a guy to complete her. What if i can't make her happy? What if i don't love her enough and make her cry everyday?Basically im very confuse and unsure about my feelings. AAaaaarrgghhhh!!!!IM SO FREAKING JEALOUS! =heugv 'ph[ju