18th November 09

At this point of my life, i began to ask myself why am i such an idiot clindging on in a relationship where im a 3rd party?Folishness and blindness gets a better of me and i did learn that how much i hurt the others-you knw what i mean. When u move on, things change and you will tend 2 meet someone new in your life. Friends you can make and they will become more worthwhile if they are true! Life moves on without my best friends as things get more and more awkward between us.Lets put it this way, we doubt each other.

The miracle thing about changing is that once there are new people surrounding you, you tend to see things in a different perspective. They teach you things that you migt not even thought of indirectly. Meeting new people gives u fresh minds and more ideas. Throughout that process, you might met someone who is relatively close to you in a way. You felt very comfortable being with this person and it's ;like the both of you can talk for ages. I really would like to knw more about her things and listen to her the whole day. When I woke up, she is the only thing on my mind. Don't really know whether this is really the feeling and the person im lookIng for but i wrote a poem for her. Anyone reads it jx leave a comment. Its not really good so dont laugh...

YOUR PRESENCE IN ME...

Thou shall not be afraid

For what thee should say

Do not shy away

For my presence sake

Let thee be the one to say

How lovely thou are today

Everyday-to-day

Neverending smiles to they

Kindness and generosity

Thou shall not fade

Making thee fond to

From that day.

Deniz!!!